Why I fell in love with Jay's mansion

Jay's house wasn't even really a house it was more like a mansion or castle. It was breathtakingly huge inside and out and decorated with extremely expensive furnishing everywhere. It was exactly how I imagined his house to be. It suites him perfectly. I was impressed by all of it and it made me fall even more in love with Jay. We went inside his home and he gave Nick and I a tour. There was so many things to offer at his house and I guess that's why he is so known for his parties. There was a swimming pool, butlers, ball room, expensive furniture, and many more intriguing things about his house. My especially favorite part of his whole house was his bedroom. It was so big with a huge closet. Above his bed was a wrap around shelf of all his dress shirts. He had so many of them in every color you could imagine. For some reason it made me very happy. Happy that I was happy with him and we were together again. Happy that he was happy with sharing his life again with me. I could see it in his eyes that he was so happy and excited to share with me his home and all he wanted was for me to be his again. He missed me and I honestly missed him more than anyone could ever know. I was jumping on his bed as he threw all his colorful shirts on me and I was having the time of my life. I couldn't stop laughing at all the shirts Jay had and him throwing them at me. And then all of the sudden I stopped laughing and jumping around and found myself crying. I was fell onto his bed and just cried. It was the wildest thing and I just didn't understand why.