Why I was nervous

On this sweltering hot afternoon, Nick came up to have lunch with Tom and I. Somehow Jay and Jordan were there as well and we were altogether having lunch. This made me nervous. I wasn't sure what would happen with all of us being under the same roof as each other. I didn't know what or who was capable of doing something or something happening. Being that it was so hot out and there was nothing to do, I asked Jay if he wanted to go into the city with me. Not thinking what this would cause, Tom then said lets all of us go into New York together and have a good time. I had a very bad feeling when he suggested that. It was almost like he knew what was going on or if he knew that there  was something between Jay and I. All I know is that I didn't want him to know or find out but something told me he already knew. After I suggested that, he stared and grinned at Jay and I as if he knew something was up. I immediately got worried and started sweating, just to add to this awesome, hot, sweaty, sticky day. When we got to the hotel in the city, it all went down hill from there. Tom had to start confronting Jay about who he was and his whole life. Those two started getting into each other faces and making each other angry. I felt very uncomfortable and not safe. This eventually broke out into a fight and ended with everyone taking off in separate cars to race back to the house on the west egg side. I was nervous and afraid to see what was going to happen next with Tom, Jay, and I.